Before I came back from Bintulu, I actually suggested to make
a donation box with a note on it saying
"Please donate, Carine needs a big Christmas present!!"
Was in progress actually.
On Christmas night, my mother asked me to throw the rubbishes
around the house to the big bin located opposite my house.
I did as told.
Coincidentally my dad was enjoying the moonlight with a can of beer
and half body naked outside the corridor.
So when I passed by, I told my dad,
"Hey dad, I want an iPad."
As usual, my dad will ask,
"How much is it?"
And because the kitchen rubbish was a little bit disgusting,
it leaked out the liquid of everything mixed together,
so I told him that I've already made a proposal, and that I'll show it to him shortly.
So when I was on the way back, he asked one more time
"How much is it?"
And I told him,
"It's around 2k, dad."
Surprisingly he told me to go get one the next day,
and if his credit card was still working then the iPad is mine, if it's not, then forget it.
So the next day, which was on Boxing Day, I went to Maxis Center and tried out the credit card. I didn't expect that it would work but it did! I was so happy and I called my dad,
"Hey dad, IT WORKED!"
Then he said...
"Merry Christmas, Daughter."
I still remember that day was 20th December 2013, also my mother's birthday.
I came back without the knowledge of any of my family members except for my aunt,
my sister and few of my friends. Edward was of them.
Once I arrived KL Sentral which was around 3pm, he fetched me from there, straight to Midvalley.
Because my mother's birthday dinner was at 8pm so that's why I have to stay outside until then.
We ate lunch, watched movie, got my ears pierced and shopped awhile..
Finally at 7.30pm I received a call from my aunt. She said they went to the night market in Taman Desa and were about to arrive home in 20 mins. So I rushed home with a chocolate cake.
Mission accomplished was when my mom got surprised and cried the moment she saw me. Feel the love people haha.
Love that day very much! :)
Happy belated birthday mom!
Last Tuesday, I went to Genting Highlands with 2 of my aunts and 2 of my sisters, we decided to celebrate Christmas Eve there. It was a good one.
5 of us drove a car up to Genting to enjoy the atmosphere of Christmas. The Christmas decorations up there were terrifically beautiful. I couldn't believe my eyes and the fact that I was actually there to witness one of the most amazing Christmas decorations in Malaysia.
We took lots of pictures, with the beautifully decorated trees, santas, reindeers and with the performers. They were all great singers. They helped in bringing up the atmosphere of Christmas with their great voice. You can feel the joyfulness instantly when the kids and the adults started singing and dancing altogether at the lobby of the hotel.
After dinner, we went to walk around first world and stuck with Starbucks coffee, as usual.
The temperature up there were unsually cold. We had to hide ourselves in our jackets.
After the coffee session, we went back up to our hotel and ended our
Christmas Eve with a big smile on our face :) ♥
That day was his seventeenth birthday;
That day was our sixth month anniversary;
That day was what people known as the last valentine day of 2011.
We spent that day together ;3
I felt damn bad making him cry the night before his birthday,
to be exact, 30 minutes before 12.
*regretting...*
I didn't even dare to ask if he was okay when we went out for lunch.
But I guess he was..
After lunch, he sent me back to my office, and I continued my works.
*WASWAITINGSODESPERATELYFORTHETIMETOFLY*
4.05p.m ....
*OMG, Y U LIKE TURTLE?* :(
4.20p.m ...
*lied down on my office couch*
FASTFASTFASTFASTFAST!
and I accidentally fell asleep.
4.40p.m ...
I woke up, and realized I only slept for 20 minutes,
AND TO ME, HONESTLY, IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR AND HALF ALREADY! :(
nevermind.
I got up and looked at my laptop for a moment.
and then I went on FB.
I saw TETRISSSS!!
*DANGDANGDANG*
!@$!@%!@#$@%$^#$%#
yeh, AND OMG.
Time flied so fast :3
5.40p.m ..
He texted me saying he was outside my office waiting for me.
AND I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF!
x.x"
*faints*
I quickly cleaned my table and went to toilet to make sure I'm all good.
*MWAHAHHAHA*
6.03p.m ..
Finally, I went out.
And surprisingly I saw Engkein and Joash were there too!
*OPS SORRY.*
:P
Then we walked together to Time Square.
He didnt hold my hand :(
He acted so cool to me;
SO COLD.
Then I guessed I know what'd happened.
So I didn't ask him if he was okay, cause I already knew.
And I pretended that I didn't know,
just keep on smiling.
I swear, I tried so hard to bring everything up,
but still, that miserable curve on your face didn't really change.
Instead, I changed mine.
* :D -> :) -> :| *
Engkein: Hey Bday boy, happy abit..
Me: You okayy?
And my happy curve went * :( * like this when you said,
" Why don't you ask me tomorrow?"
*FELT LIKE SLAPPING U WITH A ROTTEN FISH*
LOL.
I just ignored and continued grilling the lamb slices.
We talked talked talked talked, talked and TALKED.
By the way you talked, I knew you were okay already.
7.15p.m ..
We went to watch a movie.
[ Petaling Street Warriors ]
I love the whole 1 and a half hours :)
I love how we relate the movie to our relationship.
Thanks for kissing me.
It kills every emotional thoughts on my mind.
But you forgot to hug me :')
is okay.
imissyou&ireallydo.
How much I've hoped that I can follow you back or to wherever you are.
You don't know how much you mean to me.
If love can be shown in hugging,
don't ever think that you can run away from my arms for the rest of your life.
I'm serious about that.
That night: I realized he's always the one who I truly love.
♥
Hai TG!
Sorry late, I was super busy today.
:)
( u kno u kno... x3! )
So ya, how have you been?
I heard you became a GM in FRO, yes?
OMG, how was it?
I know it feels good, I wanted to "TRY" a year ago,
but I know where I am LOL.
I can't speak fluent English.
I don't have good internet connections.
I LIVE IN M'SIA :(
This is so sadd TT!
So ya, when do you want to skype with all of us?
( ME, Iris, Karen, and more and more.. )
x3 !
Iris just can't stop telling me how cute you were when both of you video called few days ago.
and I agreed :PP
Hahs-!
Cause I only fall for cute guys xD
It's a shame to tell you that I may not be able to accompany you when you drop by M'SIA.
Cause I'll be busy working and MISERABLY GROUND BY MY AUNT.
*SIGHS*
But ohwell,
like I told you, in their eyes, I'm always their kid :) !
I've discussed it with Iris, but I don't know if she paid attention as she was CRAZILY DESPERATED for the DON'T KNOW WHERE football match while she was talking to me.
Yehh-!
I hope to meet you when you drop by M'SIA,
I really do.
You can join Iris first, I know she wants to meet you more than I do.
HAHAS!
I'll see when I free, and I'll join you guys alright? :)
I apologize in advance if I didn't attend any of "TG" outings.
I know it's a really good chance to meet up.
BUT Y U WRONG TIMING?!
xD
Kayys, I'll just try my best to attend some of these outings.
Will discuss again later :)
U GET ME MORE LOLLIES FROM NEWZEALAND!
:3
It's 12 something here now,
I better get myself to bed,
or I'll be late for work again like today!
See you later, mate! :)
我想说,
"因为有了你, 所以我的夜晚不再空虚."
"因为有了你, 我逃离了一场不属于我的爱情."
"因为有了你, 让我重新对爱情有了希望."
所以宝贝,
就当我求求你.
不要再怀疑我是否还爱我的旧爱.
你说我是你的,
你很了解我.
表面, 你还算了如指掌.
但内心, 你是摸不清的.
就由我来告诉你我心里的话好吗?
我坦诚并不是因为我要做出任何决定.
而是因为我不想骗你.
你为什么每次都胡思乱想?
我真的有让你那么的不安吗?
还是因为你觉得我还没有完全的放下他?
是, 我承认.
但是我不再对他有任何的爱意了.
只是朋友与朋友之间的想念.
"6个月了.
如果我还爱他,
我们的爱情不会走得那么远."
在乱想之前, 你可以先想想这个 n.n
如果我还爱他, 我会立刻告诉你,
不会浪费你的时间.
但你要有心理准备, 因为你可能永远都不会听见 :)
我爱你虽然没有以前我爱他爱得那么深,
但是我会为了你而努力.
再给我一点时间.
我会把他彻彻底底的放进我的爱情回忆盒里.
