That day was his seventeenth birthday;

That day was our sixth month anniversary;

That day was what people known as the last valentine day of 2011.

We spent that day together ;3

I felt damn bad making him cry the night before his birthday,

to be exact, 30 minutes before 12.

*regretting...*

I didn't even dare to ask if he was okay when we went out for lunch.

But I guess he was..

After lunch, he sent me back to my office, and I continued my works.

*WASWAITINGSODESPERATELYFORTHETIMETOFLY*

4.05p.m ....

*OMG, Y U LIKE TURTLE?* :(

4.20p.m ...

*lied down on my office couch*

FASTFASTFASTFASTFAST!

and I accidentally fell asleep.

4.40p.m ...

I woke up, and realized I only slept for 20 minutes,

AND TO ME, HONESTLY, IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR AND HALF ALREADY! :(

nevermind.

I got up and looked at my laptop for a moment.

and then I went on FB.

I saw TETRISSSS!!

*DANGDANGDANG*

!@$!@%!@#$@%$^#$%#

yeh, AND OMG.

Time flied so fast :3

5.40p.m ..

He texted me saying he was outside my office waiting for me.

AND I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF!

x.x"

*faints*

I quickly cleaned my table and went to toilet to make sure I'm all good.

*MWAHAHHAHA*

6.03p.m ..

Finally, I went out.

And surprisingly I saw Engkein and Joash were there too!

*OPS SORRY.*

:P

Then we walked together to Time Square.

He didnt hold my hand :(

He acted so cool to me;

SO COLD.

Then I guessed I know what'd happened.

So I didn't ask him if he was okay, cause I already knew.

And I pretended that I didn't know,

just keep on smiling.

I swear, I tried so hard to bring everything up,

but still, that miserable curve on your face didn't really change.

Instead, I changed mine.

* :D -> :) -> :| *

Engkein: Hey Bday boy, happy abit..

Me: You okayy?

And my happy curve went * :( * like this when you said,

" Why don't you ask me tomorrow?"

LOL.

I just ignored and continued grilling the lamb slices.

We talked talked talked talked, talked and TALKED.

By the way you talked, I knew you were okay already.

7.15p.m ..

We went to watch a movie.
[ Petaling Street Warriors ]

I love the whole 1 and a half hours :)

I love how we relate the movie to our relationship.

Thanks for kissing me.

It kills every emotional thoughts on my mind.

But you forgot to hug me :')

is okay.

imissyou&ireallydo.

How much I've hoped that I can follow you back or to wherever you are.
You don't know how much you mean to me.
If love can be shown in hugging,
don't ever think that you can run away from my arms for the rest of your life.
I'm serious about that.

That night: I realized he's always the one who I truly love.

♥

Hai TG!
Sorry late, I was super busy today.
:)
( u kno u kno... x3! )
So ya, how have you been?
I heard you became a GM in FRO, yes?
OMG, how was it?
I know it feels good, I wanted to "TRY" a year ago,
but I know where I am LOL.
I can't speak fluent English.
I don't have good internet connections.
I LIVE IN M'SIA :(
This is so sadd TT!

So ya, when do you want to skype with all of us?
( ME, Iris, Karen, and more and more.. )
x3 !
Iris just can't stop telling me how cute you were when both of you video called few days ago.
and I agreed :PP
Hahs-!
Cause I only fall for cute guys xD

It's a shame to tell you that I may not be able to accompany you when you drop by M'SIA.
Cause I'll be busy working and MISERABLY GROUND BY MY AUNT.
*SIGHS*
But ohwell,
like I told you, in their eyes, I'm always their kid :) !

I've discussed it with Iris, but I don't know if she paid attention as she was CRAZILY DESPERATED for the DON'T KNOW WHERE football match while she was talking to me.

Yehh-!
I hope to meet you when you drop by M'SIA,
I really do.
You can join Iris first, I know she wants to meet you more than I do.
HAHAS!
I'll see when I free, and I'll join you guys alright? :)

I apologize in advance if I didn't attend any of "TG" outings.
I know it's a really good chance to meet up.
BUT Y U WRONG TIMING?!
xD

Kayys, I'll just try my best to attend some of these outings.
Will discuss again later :)
U GET ME MORE LOLLIES FROM NEWZEALAND!
:3

It's 12 something here now,
I better get myself to bed,
or I'll be late for work again like today!

See you later, mate! :)

我想说,

"因为有了你, 所以我的夜晚不再空虚."

"因为有了你, 我逃离了一场不属于我的爱情."

"因为有了你, 让我重新对爱情有了希望."

所以宝贝,

就当我求求你.

不要再怀疑我是否还爱我的旧爱.

你说我是你的,

你很了解我.

表面, 你还算了如指掌.

但内心, 你是摸不清的.

就由我来告诉你我心里的话好吗?

我坦诚并不是因为我要做出任何决定.

Weee!

First post :) !

n.n

I've forgotten about my ex blog's email as well as my password,

that's why I start a new one.

I will beautify it whenever I'm free.

For now, just this. C:

Sorry if it burns your eyes! x)

In my ex blog, most of the posts were for you.

But for this, no.

Took me months to realise how idiotic I was waiting for someone who didn't care about me.

Since this realization erased you from my mind,

I'll erase you from the blog.

:D ♥

I loved you.

very very very very very very very muuuuchh...

We've been playing "Chase-and-Catch", have you realised?

For once, I put you in the first place;

my heart beats for you.

But you broke it twice,

I guess it's fair then?

:)

Reality;

9 more days to go! n.nv

our 6th month anniversaryyy!

as well as someone's bdayy.

loveyoubabyx :D ♥