That day was his seventeenth birthday;

That day was our sixth month anniversary;

That day was what people known as the last valentine day of 2011.

We spent that day together ;3

I felt damn bad making him cry the night before his birthday,

to be exact, 30 minutes before 12.

*regretting...*

I didn't even dare to ask if he was okay when we went out for lunch.

But I guess he was..

After lunch, he sent me back to my office, and I continued my works.

*WASWAITINGSODESPERATELYFORTHETIMETOFLY*

4.05p.m ....

*OMG, Y U LIKE TURTLE?* :(

4.20p.m ...

*lied down on my office couch*

FASTFASTFASTFASTFAST!

and I accidentally fell asleep.

4.40p.m ...

I woke up, and realized I only slept for 20 minutes,

AND TO ME, HONESTLY, IT WAS LIKE AN HOUR AND HALF ALREADY! :(

nevermind.

I got up and looked at my laptop for a moment.

and then I went on FB.

I saw TETRISSSS!!

*DANGDANGDANG*

!@$!@%!@#$@%$^#$%#

yeh, AND OMG.

Time flied so fast :3

5.40p.m ..

He texted me saying he was outside my office waiting for me.

AND I WAS LIKE WTFWTFWTF!

x.x"

*faints*

I quickly cleaned my table and went to toilet to make sure I'm all good.

*MWAHAHHAHA*

6.03p.m ..

Finally, I went out.

And surprisingly I saw Engkein and Joash were there too!

*OPS SORRY.*

:P

Then we walked together to Time Square.

He didnt hold my hand :(

He acted so cool to me;

SO COLD.

Then I guessed I know what'd happened.

So I didn't ask him if he was okay, cause I already knew.

And I pretended that I didn't know,

just keep on smiling.

I swear, I tried so hard to bring everything up,

but still, that miserable curve on your face didn't really change.

Instead, I changed mine.

* :D -> :) -> :| *

Engkein: Hey Bday boy, happy abit..

Me: You okayy?

And my happy curve went * :( * like this when you said,

" Why don't you ask me tomorrow?"

LOL.

I just ignored and continued grilling the lamb slices.

We talked talked talked talked, talked and TALKED.

By the way you talked, I knew you were okay already.

7.15p.m ..

We went to watch a movie.
[ Petaling Street Warriors ]

I love the whole 1 and a half hours :)

I love how we relate the movie to our relationship.

Thanks for kissing me.

It kills every emotional thoughts on my mind.

But you forgot to hug me :')

is okay.

imissyou&ireallydo.

How much I've hoped that I can follow you back or to wherever you are.
You don't know how much you mean to me.
If love can be shown in hugging,
don't ever think that you can run away from my arms for the rest of your life.
I'm serious about that.

That night: I realized he's always the one who I truly love.

♥